Fake Saint of the Year

Translator: Tsukii

Editor: Prius

Read at Watashi wa Sugoi Desu!

Chapter 78: Scattered Flowers

That was something that should have never happened.

Everything was supposed to be over then.

The Witch got sealed, and that should have been the end of it.

However, Vernell’s power went berserk and ruined everything.

There were some reasons for this.

The pendant that was used to control the power fell down in middle of battle, and the sealed Witch wished for suicide, which triggered the power within Vernell to react.

But for the current Vernell, while it was hard to rein the power, it wasn’t an impossible thing to do.

But within Vernell, his hatred toward the Witch was great.

If only she didn’t exist, he wouldn’t have gotten thrown away by his family.

If only she didn’t exist… that day, he wouldn’t have met Elrise, and her lifespan wouldn’t get shortened because of it.

Such murderous intentions swirled inside Vernell, which boosted the power inside him.

As a result, it went through the seal and pierced through Alexia’s chest, dealing a fatal blow to her.

But for Vernell, that alone was not a big tragedy.

The Power of the Witch would dwell in those who killed them.

But since Vernell was not a Saint, he knew well it would only result in self-destruction if the power came, and even in the off chance he became an existence like the Witch, there were Elrise, Alfrea, and Eterna there, so it should be easy to control the situation.

But the real tragedy happened soon after.

Before Alexia totally met her demise, the chain that bound her shone.

Perhaps Elrise dealt the killing blow.

The reason for that… he didn’t have to think too hard.

As it stood, the Witch’s power would be transferred to Vernell and kill him, so she went and became his replacement to save him.

“E, Elrise-sama… wha, what are you doing!? Right now, what have you done!?”

Leila shouted in a shivering voice.

The chain was merely shining. It didn’t necessarily mean she finished her.

That’s why, please tell us it wasn’t the case.

Elrise quietly answered the question that was filled with such a desire.

“I have killed Alexia-sama. That’s why the Witch’s power will be transferred to me.”

That was the worst thing that should never happen.

The Greatest of All Time would become The Worst of All Time.

From now on, Elrise would turn into the Witch after a few years and bring despair to everyone.

However, the despair Vernell had because he knew Elrise’s identity was incomparable to that… and soon, everyone in this place would share his despair.

“It’s all right. I will definitely not turn into a Witch.”

As Elrise smiled and said so, Leila’s expression got better.

That was great, so she properly thought of a countermeasure for this. 

Yes, she said from the beginning that she wouldn’t turn into a Witch. 

There was a method to change fate… she said the cycle of sorrow would be cut off in this generation.

And Elrise was definitely not lying.

However, the truth she was thinking was decisively different from Leila’s understanding.

“Because… I’m not a Saint1.”

The unbelievable words made the atmosphere freeze.

She was not a Saint.

Who was? This Elrise?

She who was sung as the Greatest Saint of All Time; she who had done various miracles; she was not a Saint?

What nonsense, was what everyone thought, except Vernell and Alfrea who knew the truth. 

If she was not a Saint, that meant this world had no Saint at all.

“The Real Saint of this generation is Eterna-san. I am… just a fake who happened to be born in the same village and got mistakenly taken instead.”

 “…That’s a lie.”

Leila felt her whole body freeze, as if she was thrown into the extreme cold of a blizzard.

She couldn’t even tell if she was standing right now.

A great fear she never had before crept up from her foot and shook her body.

The fact that Elrise was not a real Saint was indeed a surprising thing.

The fact she was not a Saint, despite doing all those miracles, was hard to believe.

But that’s fine. Regardless of whether she was real or fake, she was Elrise without a doubt, so none of that mattered.

She was the master she served… and the master she loved. Even if there was another person who was the real Saint instead, her loyalty wouldn’t change.

That’s why she didn’t get disappointed, despite being told she was a fake.

But she was scared.

Because if she wasn’t a Saint, that would mean… the fate that awaited her afterward, could only be one thing.

“I’m sorry for deceiving everyone all this time. But the days of deceit end today. And Eterna-san… this time, I shall return the title of Saint to you.”

Eterna, who was suddenly being told “You’re the real Saint”, was unable to process the reality and was mumbling wordlessly.

But the “end” that Elrise said made everyone aware of what awaited her, regardless how much they wanted to deny it.

“A person who is not a Saint would be unable to inherit the Power of the Witch. Their vessel is not capable of doing so and will definitely lead to death… and, the Power of the Witch that lost a place to reside in won’t be transferred toward the Saint. That’s why… with this, the cycle that continued for a long time will end.” 

“Such a thing is…”

Fiora cried after she heard Elrise say that, as if she thought it was the right thing to do. 

From the start… Perhaps from the very beginning, Elrise intended to do this.

The Sealing Magic that came with Alfrea was an unforeseen option; something that she didn’t consider before.

If it went well, then it was all good. Even if it failed, she would still bring all the sorrow along with her departure.

From the beginning, she already decided to do so.

“Leila… I need to especially apologize to you. I know you are proud of the fact you served a Saint. To keep you chained to this fake… no matter how much I apologize, it isn’t something that can be forgiven.”

“El, rise-sama… no, that… I was…”

Wrong, that was not the case.

It wasn’t important whether she was real or fake.

The Saint for her would always be Elrise alone.

Even though she meant to say that, Leila was unable to let out her voice.

However, time wouldn’t wait for Leila.

The black mist-like things flowed toward Elrise from Alexia inside the crystal. 

The transfer of power had begun.

“A, Aa… UAAAAAAAA!”

Leila drew her sword and tried to cut through the mist.

But she was unable to cut it since it lacked substance.

The sword failed to do its purpose and missed, and the flailing movements of Leila, who tried to cut the air over and over, were rendered pointless.

“Leila.”

Elrise slowly grasped Leila’s hand as she swung her sword over and over.

Elrise herself already understood how useless it was more than anyone else. 

Since Elrise already judged it as such, nobody here could do anything about it.

Leila felt her powerlessness painfully, and her sword fell down.

Elrise used her finger to wipe Leila’s tear on her cheek, she showed her a smile, as if she understood everything.

“Thank you.”

There were definitely various feelings inside that one phrase.

Leila felt she had to say something, but her voice failed to come out.

That’s why she embraced Elrise with all her power, to give her feeling a shape.

As if a mother soothing her clinging child, Elrise kindly patted Leila’s head, who was taller than she was.

That made Leila feel even more sorrow.

It was disappearing… soon, it would all be gone.

She would no longer see this smile, she would no longer feel the touch of this hand.

That was death. It was the eternal separation that nobody could resist.

As Elrise comforted Leila, she faced everyone.

“With this, the Witch will no longer appear. The cycle that continued over 1000 years will come to an end, and finally, the World can start moving forward. I may not be there with you, but… even so, I wish for everyone’s happiness.”

The transfer of power never stopped even as she talked, though the amount of mist that flowed out from Alexia was decreasing.

Soon, that transfer of power would come to an end.

And at that moment, Elrise would die.

She understood that herself — that’s why, she gave her last smile of her lifetime, and said her last words of encouragement.

“From now on, it is your generation.”

As her words finished, Elrise’s body lost its strength.

Leila instantly embraced it strongly, supporting the thin body that collapsed.

But as she supported it, she came to know it. She came to understand.

Ah… no good. What a thing to happen.

She was no longer there.

Even though her body was here, Elrise was no longer here.

Her life was no more. Her soul was not here.

Elrise, who silently closed her eyes in Leila’s arms, had no power… and the undying flower that attached to her head all this time scattered fleetingly.

The undying flower that was maintained by Elrise’s mana turned into a mere flower, as her mana was gone.

For it to be scattered was proof that Elrise’s life met its end.

“This is a lie… it’s a lie, Lie! No! Elrise-sama! Please… please open your eyes!”

Leila was so upset to the point it erased all traces of her usual cool look. 

Her tears overflowed, her face distorted greatly because of it.

But regardless of how much she called, Elrise didn’t open her eyes; it made one painfully understand what was there was merely what was left of her.

“It is okay, Leila. Your Saint will definitely not die.”

She remembered Elrise words from back then.

The person she referred to at that time was not Elrise herself.

She referred to the real Saint Eterna instead.

“I, I… I… never cared… even if you may be fake… all I want… all I want is for you to be there… for me, you are, the real…”

Leila cried and shouted with hardly an audible voice mixed with weeping.   

“It’s okay. I will make the future a HAPPY END, where everyone will be joyful once they reach it.” 

In that world, she wasn’t included within it.

The HAPPY END within her thoughts, she never imagined herself to be in it.

As Leila thought that, she embraced the warmth that remained in her master’s body.

This kind of thing… this kind of thing, there was no way she could laugh.

There was no way she could be happy.

Because, even if the world did reach their peace, her beloved master was not there.

How could she laugh when that happened.

“U, Ua…AAAaaaaAAA….! AAAAaAAAAAAaaaAAAAA!!”

Leila finally lost control of her emotions, and she cried loudly like a child.

Her tears flowed and she had a runny nose; she abandoned her dignified look as a knight and cried as her feelings dictated.

But nobody there laughed at her.

Everyone there shed their tears of sorrow, and Vernell wordlessly shed his tears and sat there with an expression of despair.

— There was no trace of the “HAPPY END” that Elrise talked about there… not even a fragment of it.2


A/N:

A person who likes to make cloudy atmospheres!

By the way, L had Auron’s Theme playing inside her head as the BGM when she said “It is your Generation!”
While actually the BGM on site was “Fleeting Dream.”3

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ClemCa
ClemCa
4 months ago

Fuck.
At least for some closure, I hope Vernell tells everyone she only had a year left in the first place.

Brick Turtle
Brick Turtle
7 months ago

Randomly picked it up because it seemed somewhat interesting…
What the hell, this is heartbreaking
Alas, for some reason, the comment section seems to be broken and I can’t read it 🙁

Elfest
Elfest
7 months ago

damn, what a novel, im glad i found this masterpiece from some random search on genderbender tag

Ron Ray
Ron Ray
10 months ago

In this chapter me and Leila had same reaction

Last edited 10 months ago by Ron Ray
神Kyōshi Miu
10 months ago

FAK FAK FAK, FAK IT!! EVEN,EVEN THOUGH I KNOW WHAT ITS GONNA BE,THIS IS STILL PAINFUL! EVEN THOUGH I KNEW THE TRUE ENDING OF IT,IT STILL PAINFUL! I KNOW SHE WILL LIVE AGAIN LATER. BUT THIS IS TOO MUCH!

bladerain
bladerain
1 year ago

Damm, I’m teary-eyed!

Catman48
Catman48
1 year ago

I need help. I just keep coming back to this chapter again and again. Just to cry……..

Airpool
Airpool
11 months ago
Reply to  Catman48

You know what, me also came back here to read again and again

神Kyōshi Miu
10 months ago
Reply to  Catman48

… Greeting comrade..

Mashii
Mashii
4 months ago
Reply to  Catman48

I’m on my 4th reread but I’m still sobbing

Catman48
Catman48
1 year ago

Why do i re-read it so many times despite knowing the onion ninja’s are going to attack?
Why? Just to suffer…….

Catman48
Catman48
1 year ago

The undying flowers too ultimately scattered.

Damn even i have read this chapter many times i still makes me cry.

Azisya
Azisya
1 year ago

I read It Ten times, but somehow my eyes still teary

GreeenJade
GreeenJade
1 year ago

It’s Vernel again!! He always messed things up!! Useless protag!!

Sareza
1 year ago

Damn, that made me tear up a little.

narana
narana
1 year ago

“and the undying flower that attached to her head all this time scattered fleetingly”

for some reason this line hurt me the most

narana
narana
1 year ago

i cant believe im crying over a line of text

Eternal perspective
Eternal perspective
1 year ago

Thanks for chap
Lol she really didn’t think that thru, at least from others PoV.

And imma guess the flower scattering was meant to the true end that yamato meant for the game.
Makes me wonder what grand route of OG game was.

SoulsTogether
SoulsTogether
1 year ago

“— There was no trace of the “HAPPY END” that Elrise talked about there… not even a fragment of it.”

Powerful words. Freaking hell! I’m balling like a baby. My eyes hurt from all the tears… I kept trying to comfort myself by saying “this will be a bittersweet ending” but it was not! This was a miserable ending! The above quote represents my emotions perfectly.

I…I hate this. I love it, but I hate it. It’s unfair and…and…I don’t know…

I just…don’t know anymore. I don’t know.

I don’t know… She was just irreplaceable and I…

I don’t know…

Last edited 1 year ago by SoulsTogether
Jade
Jade
1 year ago

Damn. This got me tear up. Although I anticipated this (Elrise you stupid flag raiser…). Using Leila, one of my fav, to conveyed the emotion is so unfair. Aside from Ver-kun she probably the one who loved Elrise the most. Stupid Elrise, Leila didn’t feel proud because she was a Saint Guard Knight, it’s because she was *your* Guard Knight.

Last edited 1 year ago by Jade
Bunnyman13
Bunnyman13
1 year ago

Writing those select few words in bold was not fair at all.

Who Knows?
Who Knows?
1 year ago

Damn… She really just died like that… It really is sad.

She never let down her facade of being a perfect saint even at the very end… And honestly, since she lived her entire life like that, she’s really no different from being a true perfect saint. One who dedicated their entire life for others, the impact she made is real. The people who cared for her were real. The love they felt for her was real, and the sadness they all felt was all real. So in the end, her death was really no different to the death of the most loved person in the world.

What she thought herself was irrelevant. The fact remains, regardless of her motives, she had always treated other with kindness. Even at the very end…

In a way, it fits though… The perfect saint who made the ultimate sacrifice to break the endless cycle… The one who shouldered the burden alone to the very end… Definitely, she was the kindest and most selfless of everyone in that world. After all, the most important thing was not what she thought, but what she ultimately did.

And in that sense, she played her role perfectly. It was the perfect way to bring down the curtains on the act of the perfect saint who was more selfless and kinder than anyone else. The execution was flawless. But even so, it still hurts, knowing that for everyone there, there would never be anyone like her again. Even if her thoughts weren’t as noble as they had thought.

She was irreplaceable.

The part that hit me the hardest was the scattering of the flower on her head. It was the most powerful sign that she was gone. The only flower of it’s kind that would never wither had finally scattered away with her death…

Actually, the more I try to rationalize this feeling, the more it fades away, so I’ll stop now. At any rate, it was an emotional scene, and I hope that Elrise/Niito was happy with how it all turned out, since in terms of the overall act, I think it turned out quite well xD

annakushina142
annakushina142
1 year ago
Reply to  Who Knows?

chill bro

CieLoOo
CieLoOo
1 year ago

This is my second time reading this and all i can say is that im a big wimp for crying again

tsukii
tsukii
1 year ago
Reply to  CieLoOo

No, you can still cry no matter how many times you read it. That’s how efficient onion ninja on their job.

FeuerDrach3
FeuerDrach3
1 year ago

So I’m guessing that the remaining soul comes to this world, Elrise gets revived, and now that the witch’s energy has dispersed she revives alexia or she set an auto revive on her chains or something even if she doesn’t come back?

tsukii
tsukii
1 year ago
Reply to  FeuerDrach3

Nope, it didn’t. by reducing Alexia to state of apparent death and sealed her in that state, at least she wouldn’t suffer for next few years until her wounds naturally heal… perhaps such was Elrise intention.

End
End
2 years ago

I am not one to be a fan of dark endings, but man, with the Mc’s terrible personality (albeit really entertaining and kinda relatable) this ending is just perfection XD

tsukii
tsukii
1 year ago
Reply to  End

It’s not the ending yet, though it is for the game version.

Secret
Secret
2 years ago

Thank you for the novel, Author-san, translator-san or whoever is involved

tsukii
tsukii
1 year ago
Reply to  Secret

thank you reader-san for enjoying our work.

LazyNinja
2 years ago

Damn right in the kokoro. I felt like i could cry. But unfortunately my eyes were too dry.

tsukii
tsukii
1 year ago
Reply to  LazyNinja

don’t blame yourself. it just hard to cry sometimes.

Lucifugus
Lucifugus
2 years ago

Ahh…. Damn

tsukii
tsukii
1 year ago
Reply to  Lucifugus

Yes, damn indeed.

TalkNoJutstu
TalkNoJutstu
2 years ago

Who’s cutting onions?

tsukii
tsukii
1 year ago
Reply to  TalkNoJutstu

Many ninjas sneaked in. that’s their job after all.

Kzalca
2 years ago

Fukin hell… I didn’t expect she’d just die there. I need to by the LN so we can get an anime or manga.

tsukii
tsukii
1 year ago
Reply to  Kzalca

hopefully we got it few years later…

Shironeko225
Shironeko225
2 years ago

Oh god i cry alots with this chapter

Shironeko225
Shironeko225
2 years ago
Reply to  Shironeko225

Rereading it and i’m still crying oh god

Butt Killer 69
Butt Killer 69
2 years ago
Reply to  Shironeko225

Still crying?

Shironeko225
Shironeko225
2 years ago
Reply to  Butt Killer 69

What are you grammar police???

tsukii
tsukii
1 year ago
Reply to  Shironeko225

sometimes, people just couldn’t help but retort when they saw anything to use it on

tsukii
tsukii
1 year ago
Reply to  Butt Killer 69

the tears would dry up if it continue for months

tsukii
tsukii
1 year ago
Reply to  Shironeko225

many reread and cried again, so you’re not alone.

tsukii
tsukii
1 year ago
Reply to  Shironeko225

me too…

Canelé
Canelé
2 years ago

Oh god chief I didn’t sign up for this… 11th hour straight reading and this is what happened? I’m crying mate!

tsukii
tsukii
1 year ago
Reply to  Canelé

rather, i’m amazed you read it 11 hours straight… you okay, mate?

Mighthose
2 years ago

What the…. its just 1 chapter but it took me an hour to bravely click next chapter!

tsukii
tsukii
1 year ago
Reply to  Mighthose

it’s the emotional moment where you need time to collect yourself.

X07Zero
X07Zero
2 years ago

Thank for the chapter T_T

And I cry again, I cry when I read it before(by MTL), even though I know the truth of Elrise, I still cry, the author is really good

tsukii
tsukii
1 year ago
Reply to  X07Zero

yeah, the author is amazing for creating this tale.

Sugitama-san
Sugitama-san
2 years ago

I’m still crying even though I’ve read it 3 times

Sugitama-san
Sugitama-san
2 years ago
Reply to  Sugitama-san

And now I’m still crying while rereading it again

tsukii
tsukii
1 year ago
Reply to  Sugitama-san

didn’t it make you glad u don’t actually have to suffer same fate as they are?

tsukii
tsukii
1 year ago
Reply to  Sugitama-san

it’s that good of a story.

Airzpool
Airzpool
2 years ago

OMG, I has read this third time and had read the new post but I still cry. What an strong emotional in this chapter.

tsukii
tsukii
1 year ago
Reply to  Airzpool

yeah. its good writing that it could still drag your emotions despite you know its coming

Irushia
Irushia
2 years ago

Hey, who put onion near my face!!

tsukii
tsukii
1 year ago
Reply to  Irushia

these onion ninja are in their momentum

Tasai
Tasai
2 years ago

This is my second time reading this chapter… The onion cutting Ninjas are still as strong as the first time I read it.

tsukii
tsukii
1 year ago
Reply to  Tasai

they are ninja for a reason… always there without you knowing!

ggfbank
ggfbank
2 years ago

Damn those onion cutting ninja!

tsukii
tsukii
2 years ago
Reply to  ggfbank

they really are! look how i suddenly teared up!

Gitami
Gitami
2 years ago

A vn or anime would be wild.
This is pretty much a Leila episode, relief and despair, to express the unvoiced words, then voicing her heart after she left, and finally the cry from her soul.

I still tear up when I reread from Laila’s view.

tsukii
tsukii
2 years ago
Reply to  Gitami

the ln already appeared. if there were more demand, it might actually become anime

guy01278
2 years ago

is this the end ?

tsukii
tsukii
2 years ago
Reply to  guy01278

nope, its not. there still 10 main story chap, in addition of several after story and side stories

Jonum
Jonum
2 years ago
Reply to  tsukii

Oooooooo yeaaaaaaaaah

tsukii
tsukii
1 year ago
Reply to  Jonum

glad you’re happy

guy01278
2 years ago

wow what a great story I cried in the end :’)

tsukii
tsukii
2 years ago
Reply to  guy01278

well, its story of a fan trying to avert “happy” ending with her version of “happy”

ZuBewan
ZuBewan
2 years ago

Yoooo, im sad 🙁

tsukii
tsukii
2 years ago
Reply to  ZuBewan

i also did when i first read it

Oyashiro
Oyashiro
2 years ago

TT_TT

Last edited 2 years ago by Oyashiro
tsukii
tsukii
2 years ago
Reply to  Oyashiro

i see that somebody cutting onion near your spot too

Oyashiro
Oyashiro
2 years ago

Thanks for the chapters!!! Sob sob sob……I am not crying……sob sob sob……I just have sweat in my eyes…….sob sob….

….uh….wait a…..What happened to the mysterious owner of the creepy laughter from the all the endings of the game in World Line A?

tsukii
tsukii
2 years ago
Reply to  Oyashiro

you will get your answer on the next chapter

MiN
MiN
2 years ago

Mmmh.. thw witch power destroyed her soul… there is his counterpart Niito who has a fragment of her soul… I suppose the continuation will go around that

tsukii
tsukii
2 years ago
Reply to  MiN

hmm… her soul not destroyed, just went elsewhere

Askun12
Askun12
2 years ago

even though i already know what’s going to happen because i already read the raw… i still cry… This chapter has powerful narrative indeed.

tsukii
tsukii
2 years ago
Reply to  Askun12

Elrise and her self(ish)-lessness

Aspark
Aspark
2 years ago

She can’t be as scummy as she thinks she is since she actually also saved the witch in the end. Elrise noooooooo.

tsukii
tsukii
2 years ago
Reply to  Aspark

she aware she is bad, therefore, planted an idea that everyone else, no matter who they are, were better than she is

Miracutor
2 years ago

Damn you, Vernell! This is all because of you!

Miracutor
2 years ago
Reply to  Miracutor

Thanks for the chapter!

tsukii
tsukii
1 year ago
Reply to  Miracutor

thx for the comment

mavg
mavg
2 years ago
Reply to  Miracutor

It is decade’s fault

tsukii
tsukii
2 years ago
Reply to  mavg

decade didn’t travel to fiori though?

tsukii
tsukii
2 years ago
Reply to  Miracutor

dunno which have it worse? Vernell of world line A or B

ConsumerJTC
ConsumerJTC
2 years ago

Did she really think that leaving a bunch of people with the power of the Saint all sad and depressed would be a good idea?

tsukii
tsukii
2 years ago
Reply to  ConsumerJTC

she didn’t think of other people. she merely did what she wanted and being rained in praise while at it. she did began to care of others, but she not noticed it yet

Treigos
Treigos
2 years ago

Thank you for the triple release, as always.
Once again, we get blueballed but I can’t help but look forward to the next one, especially with how close we are to the final chapters.

tsukii
tsukii
2 years ago
Reply to  Treigos

art of splitting chapter is art of cliff! trying to learn it myself, but not as much success

branyacat
branyacat
2 years ago

Bruh im crying rn wtf

Last edited 2 years ago by branyacat
tsukii
tsukii
2 years ago
Reply to  branyacat

my first time read it, i think ninja sneaked in and cutting onion

branyacat
branyacat
2 years ago
Reply to  tsukii

tnx for the translation btw

tsukii
tsukii
1 year ago
Reply to  branyacat

thx for comment too