The Melancholy of the Demon Army Officer
Translator: Tsukii
Editor: Shizukuku
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Tsukii Note: well, I guess I should put a NSFW tag for this chapter? Just to be safe?
Chapter 091 – The Feeling of the Two [B] (NSFW)
—Then, after the sun had gone down, Leonhart and Ssulal left the town, and they walked straight to Ssulal’s private room in the Maou Castle.
There was no conversation along the way.
However, their steps were so quick, as if they were in a hurry, and Leonhart wore such a serious expression, like when he was on duty, that it felt strange.
And as they arrived at the room,
“…Ssulal.”
“W-what…?”
In the dimly lit room, Leonhart called her name.
Ssulal looked up to his face and took a position of listening,
“…About today’s date… ah-… what did you think?”
He asked her in an awkward manner.
Although she was curious about how strangely he was acting, she needed to answer his question.
So Ssulal naturally said what she thought of it.
“…Let’s see— It was fun, I guess.”
Yes, it was fun.
It was her first date with him. She was filled with a sense of thrill. It was a time when she felt at peace.
“I got to experience many things for the first time, and I got to do them together with you.”
She had gotten to experience many things that she would normally never be able to as a maou.
“…It felt like a dream… such is what I felt.”
However,
There was something missing.
It might be something that she would be unable to realize.
As she thought of that,
…Aah, no good…
Tears were about to spill from her eyes.
Not only because this enjoyable time was about to end, but also because of the regret that she exuded,
“…That’s why… thank you.”
That was all she could say.
She couldn’t ask for more since she was scared of it.
Telling him her feelings might end up troubling him, and it was possible he would reject her.
And,
“Today, it was fun—”
The fact she couldn’t say anything — she hated her timid self.
She hated her timid self who understood things but was unable to do anything.
That was why,
…It’s time for the dream to end.
There is nothing more my timid self can do. She thought. She desperately tried to show him a smile.
However, she found it difficult to do so. Even though she was trying to smile, trying to end today beautifully, even though she meant to do so,
“H-huh…?”
On the contrary, tears overflowed from her eyes,
“…Sorry… it’s suddenly…!”
She wiped her eyes to wipe the tears away.
However, her tears wouldn’t stop flowing,
“I’m… sorry…”
She apologized to him. It was her apology for ending the day this way.
If she did this, he wouldn’t know what to do. She would end up troubling him.
She hated herself for doing this and looked up to his face to apologize once again.
However,
“…Ssulal.”
He suddenly called her name.
His eyes were staring straight at her. On top of that, he continued his words,
“I— hate to see your crying face.”
“—”
She almost cried again at the words he said.
Just being told he hated something about her made her chest fill with pain.
However,
“That’s why… I want you to smile.”
He narrowed the distance between them as he said that.
“What… are you…”
“…It’s okay, just stay still.”
Then he reached to her chin, turned it up,
“—”
“Hmn—?!”
Their lips overlapped.
…Eh, ah… no way…
The fleeting sensation was transmitted through her lips. The sensation felt somewhat unrealistic. Moreover, since it was her first experience, she couldn’t be sure.
But now, he really came close to her, greatly disturbing her heart.
When she finally recognized it as reality, his lips were moving away,
“…W,hy…?”
Such were the words that came out of her mouth. Doubt was what was spoken first.
After all, it didn’t seem like he had seen her in that way all this time,
“Why… that… you…”
Kissed me? Yet she couldn’t say it
However, it seemed he understood what she meant. He inhaled lightly then narrowed his eyes,
“…You don’t get it? Then I’ll do it one more time, okay?”
“!”
She reacted to those words.
But of course it didn’t meant she hated it,
“…Why, did you do that to me…?”
She asked. However,
“—Hmn!”
Their lips overlapped once again.
She could feel the sensation firmly this time. It felt hot, yet soft.
It was very comfortable, but then it moved away again,
“…I told you I would do it again if you don’t understand.”
“…hm… why… after all…”
She said it. She revealed her inward anxiety,
“You… don’t see me as a woman, right? Mine are small… they’re not that big, like Kesselring or that kalar girl… I’m also quite troublesome—”
Moreover,
“I am the maou too…”
“…Does that matter?”
However, he clearly denied her words.
In a slightly strong tone, Leonhart said,
“It’s not like… I like you because you are the maou.”
“B-but—hmn.”
Their lips overlapped again.
This time, he wrapped his arms around her back, embracing her deeply. His firm, hot, and stiff body wrapped around her, conveying the sensation of his lips.
Moreover, she felt the heat that pushed against her stomach,
…Ah… isn’t this…
As soon as she recognized it, she felt the area round her lower abdomen tightened as it felt hot.
His face moved away again, while he was still embracing her,
“Certainly, you don’t match my preferences exactly… but that doesn’t matter. Do you still not get it?”
“That’s…”
He was telling her he would do it again, without a word.
As she felt her face heated up by those words,
“…I still don’t get it. So—hmm.”
Her words were silenced by his mouth.
This time, his tongue entered her mouth. Their tongues entangled with one another, and her mouth was sucked strongly.
His arms stroked her back, occasionally caressing the back of her head, her cheeks, and her hips, as he pulled her closer.
As she felt him with her whole body,
…Hmn, Leonhart, Leonhart…!
She couldn’t ignore such feelings, after all.
She put the feelings inside her heart clearly into words.
That was,
—Leonhart… I like you, I love you…!
She embraced his body strongly and rubbed against him, as if trying to vent her long years of feelings. She wanted to feel him closer and closer, she wanted to feel him more and more. She wrapped her arms around his neck, so she could feel more of his affection and she could transmit her affection to him.
It made the feeling to be felt.
Leonhart kept on pouring his feelings into Ssulal as he embraced her.
He wrapped his arms around her little body and kept kissing her.
…I can’t stop…
He thought. He’d had tons of these kinds of kisses.
Back then, he never thought about anything beyond just feeling good. It was just one of the means to vent his sexual desire.
However, he realized it felt completely different because of the affection. That was what he had done before, and what he done before felt good enough, but now,
…Aah… this— what is this?
It felt completely different to the kisses he had experienced so far.
His excitement overflowed like hot water and he couldn’t stay calm. He was already having a hard time enduring it, ever since their mixed bath earlier, but after kissing her like this, he felt his heart pulsing strongly as his blood got heated up.
He felt it was pathetic. He did it because he saw her crying face and tried to stop it, but he was losing the composure he needed to continue being considerate toward her.
Before he knew it, his hands were rubbing all over her body. He could feel the smooth and soft sensation of a woman beneath him, and it was growing hotter.
As they kissed each other deeply while struggling for breath, Ssulal clung to him,
“Leo,n,hart…!”
“—!”
He felt his excitement further accelerate when he heard her calling his name passionately.
No good, I won’t be able to stop myself if this keeps up, he thought. Their lips parted as they caught their breath.
A single strand of saliva stretched between their mouths and fell. As they kept breathing,
“Haah, haah… sorry. I don’t think I can hold back anymore…”
He said it. It was a pathetic declaration.
While keeping his last shred of reason, he grabbed Ssulal’s shoulders, and she looked up toward him,
“………Is it okay… for me to embrace you…?”
He managed to say that. That alone made his throat dry up. What should I do if she refuses? He thought.
However, Ssulal looked down and glanced at him,
“………It’s okay.”
“…! Ssulal…”
“This thing of Leonhart’s… also can’t seem to wait…”
“…!”
Ssulal suddenly rubbed his bulge, without giving him time to prepare for it. He felt the sweet and gradual pleasure, but he endured it and listened to her words.
“So you… actually see me as a woman properly…”
“Aah… I guess so…”
“In that case… it’s okay.”
“That’s why,” she continued.
“Leonhart, please— embrace me…”
“! ~~~~! Ssulal…!!”
“Ah… Le… Leonhart—“
Ssulal told him to embrace her with upturned eyes and an embarrassed expression.
That consumed his last shred of reason, and he followed his inner impulses and pushed her down on the bed.
And so, the date ended.
A banquet was held in the city by Leonhart’s army, they enjoyed food and liquor. Galtia, Kesselring, and people involved with the town also participated, making it livelier.
—However, their time together wasn’t over yet, and they continued all night like the banquet.
Author Note:
The fact it ended up becoming R-18 development before I knew it was a secret…
By the way, I wrote the whole thing all night.
Tsukii Note:
It sure took a long time for them to finally get together! Counting when Leonhart first became a majin, that’s over 300 years… Well, both of them are afraid of stepping forward out of their previous relationships after all. Let’s celebrate their time together! Regardless how short it actually lasted…
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